i don't know how to feel about this transition.
it's not how i expected it to be, i thought i would be so excited to go back just until a month ago..
but now that it's here, i'm left feeling lethargic, even a little nervous for the unknown happenings that will inevitably come crashing down, all at once as soon as i land my feet on the sunshine state.
who knows? maybe all of this dependency and somewhat of freedom will magically diminish as reality hits my face like splash of ice cold water.
all i know right now is to be mentally and physically ready.
FACK