it is how it is.

"these feelings won't go away, they've been knockin' me sideways. "

word.
change. i'm scared of it, and excited of it.
me? alone? in the big bad city of los angeles? give me a break... literally.
hectic, hectic these days are, with so much going on, (rooming and classes, mostly.)

i am worried. I am fearful. I am cautious. I am takin a wide look and a big breath.
they still won't go away.